Tuesday, August 4, 2009

"I'm in India..."

Three days worth of flying and I made it...
I'm sitting here at the turn of the stair case in Rachel and Amol's home completely awe stricken that I am back here. The smells, the heat, the tremendous sense of peace that I get from this place has all come back to me. I woke up this morning with tears in my eyes and I said to myself "I'm in India..."

Last night I was able to take a shower for the first time in days. The cold water was no distraction what-so-ever, I just wanted to be clean and smelling like me again. If you know anything about me, my biggest fear is smelling bad and I am sure I spent way too long washing my hair!

After the shower I was able to sit down and have dinner with Rachel, Amol and the kids. It was so great sitting around a table eating. I hardly ever get to do that in the U.S. Most of the time i am eating in my room in front of a television or eating in my car on the way to Spruce Pine or Boiling Springs. It was refreshing being able to experience that family atomsphere. Thus, i made a goal when I get back home that Iwill eat around the table more often!

It's so great being able to hear from leanna without a 20 minute pause between each word or text. I love hearing about the stories she has from home...

This morning I was able to see Mommy. She is walking now and it blessed my heart so much to see her, although i am sure she doesn't remember me! I am also constantly entertained by Abby and Gabe, who have already given me pictures and cards. Last night Gabe came up to me as told me he had been praying for me and that he would pray for me on my trip back home, I almost cried...

I have found that God has given me sensibility to tears. And if your able to sit and talk with me about my ability or non-ability to cry, i would love to share that with you some time (too long to share on here)! I can be staring outside the window and just burst into tears for no reason. I truly believe that God has sent me here to cry for this country. I would also love to explain that further; however, I do not have that much time, ha!

Prayer Request:
1) Mommy: Mommy had a hip replacement surgery not to long ago, which left her laying straight on her back for months. Not only did this place a finacial burden on the family, but also a spiritual burden to combat this situation. Praise God that she is now able to walk! Continue to pray for her healing!
2) Light in the darkness: Continue to pray that I would somehow be a light in this country. I may not do much while I am here, but for what it's worth I hope to make a dent!
3) Physical health: I am feeling tremendously well. Flights always leave my stomach feeling a little less than perfect! Pray that I would continue to have strength, energy and motivation!

I love you all dearly and I am so thankful for all your encouragement and prayers.
Blessings,

CTG

4 comments:

  1. Hey...

    1) SOOOOOO good to talk to you online tonight!
    2) Thanks for not putting my cricket story on here
    3) WE SIT SROUND OUR TABLE AND EAT...once...BUT we have only had it for like 2 weeks. and I PROMISE when you get back I will cook more and we will sit at our table more!
    4) I love you and I miss you and I can't wait to talk to you again.
    5) Happy day! 3 1/2 years. Best of my life, wouldn't trade them for the world. Can't wait until the next 50 :)
    6) Goodnight/Goodafternoon :)

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  2. Note: At some point I would love to have a discussion with you on tears if possible. It's a subject I've put a lot of thought into.

    Glad you are alright! And I will pray for Mommy, you and your mission.

    Good luck, My Indian missionary friend!

    A

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  3. Well Chad glad you are doing good. Glad you finally got some sleep. Oh by the way that time over there should fit you about right (with your sleeping) HA HA. Tell Rachel and Amol that we are thankful for having you agian. Tell them they will have to come and see us when they come. I don't know if Rachel remembers me but I was the one who brought them gravel from KT Feldspar when I worked out there. Well let u go. By the way I know where you get your crying from, just stop and think. Love you Chad and have a blessed day

    Love Dad

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  4. i might be a little late in reading this but I would like to respond anyway. :)

    I LOVE hearing this stories. I'm praying for Mommy right now as I'm writting this, and it's such a neat blessing that you are able to be with her as you have been praying for her for so long too!

    When you get back, we should all have dinner and hear stories. Jo and I can cook for you and Leanna! :)

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